2 Days Away and Then 8 After That

So as of this writing it is 10 days 1 hour 4mins & 48 seconds until the wedding.

Am I counting the last moments of my "freedom" "single life"? Nah but a counter on myspace is LOL. I keep getting ask if I am nervous. My reply? Not a bit. We have lived together long enough already and have bills together that the "married" thing has been a done deal for a while just not on paper. So not need to be nervous, all that is left to do now is just the official stuff.

So I miss blogging some. I do not do it as much because most of what I have to say is all about work stuff and things that have to be done to and around our home before winter. If I could get all the money woes out of my head then maybe I could think straight long enough to write something. All I can think of is the next month of bills and can I make them and oh yeah winter is just about here and no money saved, and that idea does not set well with me at all. But maybe good things will roll this way in the last part of August and for September.

The perils of being a small business owner, lots of worry, very little reward and constant questions as to why in the world am I in a business that I am not best suited for. It's a tough road. For those thinking of being a small business owner my first advice would be : do something you LOVE to do, it will make the tough times much much much better!!

So why I am not in a business that I love and am good at? Bottom line: not enough money to pay the bills in it.
I am a broadcaster and musician at heart. That is what I am good at, it is what I live, breathe, eat, sleep. But how many musicians do you know that struggle with money? We all do. And as far as radio goes the pay there is even worse than making music at times. Lord I hope our future children enjoying doing something that they can make a good living at along with seeing the world and meeting cool people.

Not that I don't meet nice people but please they don't care how good you are at spreading gravel or that you went to college or anything except tossing stone on their driveway. Their bottom line is how much will it cost and can you do it 3 days ago. But enough about that just me ranting a bit call it stress but not wedding stress mind you.

Well that is me for now until after the wedding. A rundown, pics and the whole nine yards when we get back in mid August.